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I am a bad girl 2003-01-15 1:36 p.m.

I have been at it again. Well let's put it this way I never once said I was a nice person. Hell even this weekend we were talking at work and this gusy Alex asked if I ever lived with anyone or was marry. I said, "hell no! Noone wants me. Seriously I need a major change in attitude before I could answer yes to that question." Well I was talking to my little sister last night and she told me how gay the message greeting at my brother's was. Alright the last message was me saying you reached (phone number) please leave a message. Well his cunt girlfriend changed it and it's her voice stating hers, his and my grandmother's name. GAY GAY GAY. I still have the passcode to their voicemail. Sure enough I changed the out-going message to," Hi this is crackwhore Amanda and me and my cock sucking boyfriend, Orry, can't get to the phone right now. so leave a message after the beep but since we are such asshole we won't call back. Oh by the by, if this is Fernando we kicked you out of our terrible group because I didn't like you. Bye!" Oh if that's not evil enough, I also changed the passcode. Tee hee tee hee tee hee. I'm such a weasel.

I can't wait for this work day to be over. Then it's two days of doing nothing. I have to wait for the delivery of my kitchen set on thursday, then I am going out with Christi somewhere downtown. Boys boys boys. I just want to get all my bills paid so then I can get the State of New Jersey off my back. I wish I knew more people around here so they can help me get furniture and stuff. Like go to a flea market, something. Hey anyone out there want to donate decorative pillows and shams for my living room. I figure that I want a whole room of pillows. You know why because i can.

I am getting my Digital camcorder at the end of this month. I am going to start a video diary too. I am also going to photo copy my notebook diary and sell them both. Anyone interested? let me know. The video tapes are funny. they have my American Idols 2 or bust sequence, an ode to the 90's, us stalking a lady at Barnes and Nobles, following someone who cut us off and gave us the finger, oh and a silent vinuette. I have problems.

I just get a release of deviant behavior so often. Yesterday we were talking about highschool and I was trying to explain how I lead a 90210 life. Well actually you know how every season there's an extreme episode on Saved by the Bell, that was my life. I mean I was all about smoking in the bathroom and leading a walk out. Me and my bud Nick were playing cards and taking swigs of Vodka out of a snapple bottle in the back of History. I broke into Highschool and set most of the clocks back 15 minutes. At least those that were in my class. I organized the senior polls and awards contest. You know tallying up who had the most votes for best drinking, most likely to be attending AA meetings with the best drinker. Teenage equivalent to a porn star. I still feel like I haven't done enough. if I could only go back.

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